Threnody Meyers' Journal

11:55am: 1pm at Holy Sepulchre cemetary lake ave side. its in the d and c from today.
please be welcome to attend this final farewell to my baby.

10:21pm: Announcement!
Hey everyone!
The baby will be arriving via C-section on June 15th at Strong Hospital.
We welcome any visitors but you may want to wait till Tuesday, since I am not sure who all will be there from our massive family units...lol
Much love all!

4:21pm: hey everyone
hey everyone, i wanted to give you all the link to my avon site.
i really have to say, and im not saying this just cuz im selling it, but that i really like the products, and they have really dropped their prices over the years.
so here ya go!
http://www.youravon.com/jduck
have fun everyone, and if anyone would like samples please let me know and ill order them with the next campaign

3:45pm: a notification
hello everyone. if you are not on my friends list, and would like to be, please comment here.
i will be making all of my posts friends only from now on.
have a splendiforous day.

3:53pm: question?
does anyone know how to take three photos and turn them into one photo, like all next to each other? i dont know how to do this and want to know if someone will either help me do it or tell me how to do it. thanks peoples

12:02am: YAY
my sister had her baby at 119am (scotland time) the 28th of february
i have a beautiful niece called Justine Olivia Pate.
Welcome to the world my precious one.
I was the first person (even before adam!) to know that she existed. and now she is here.
Here is to my sister, my brother-in-law and my niece. I love you guys and I will be seeing you soon!

3:04pm: i stole this ^_^

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.9
Mind:	5.5
Body:	5
Spirit:	8.8
Friends/Family:	4.4
Love:	9.2
Finance:	6.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

1:39pm: happy v day
happy valentines day everyone, know that you are all loved.
a lot ^_~

8:35am: turkeys!
happy turkey day everyone!
im working today, and then my dads picking me up and im going over there for dinner, then i am spending the night there, and going to work tomorrow, and i wont be home till around 11pm tomorrow.
if anyone needs me call my cell!
much love!
eat lots of turkey and go comatose!!! its fun

11:05am: Voice Post

VoicePost 1009K 5:10

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11:00am: nstructions:
Voice posts are fun, right? You get to hear funny accents if your friends are from far, far away. All we really want is to hear your voice, we don't care what you're saying. So here's a list of typical meme questions that would otherwise be boring, but when communicated aloud - well, it's entertaining. Answer these questions in your post, and encourage others with voice-posting abilities to do the same.

1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) Is it cold where you are?
5) What's the time?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on tv?
10) What's your favorite tv show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
13) Do YOU think you have an accent? Talk about that.


so i posted it seperately, but it cut me off at the end : P
have fun guys!

6:20pm: Hate Me - Blue October
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

5:17pm: meme from eugene ^_^
1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in colour?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat ?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

4:53pm: survey thingy eugene wanted me to take ^_^
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Jessica
2. Jess
3. Threnody
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. NymphWolf84
2. passiveagressivebutterfly
3. ladyneyhatesyou
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF.
1. creativity
2. advice giving
3. intelligence
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. giving too much
2. my family obligations
3. diabetes
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. cherokee
2. irish
3. italian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. bees
2. the rats
3. being alone
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. internet
2. food
3. music
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. sweater
2. rings (opal and claddaugh)
3. bracelet from deadboy
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists(at the moment))
1. tatu
2. ben kweller
3. rilo kiley
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT
1. shelly poole out in the open
2. ben kweller thirteen
3. rilo kiley the man me then jim
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. swimming
2. learn more about computer repair
3. find someone to start sharing my life with
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given)
1. honesty
2. affection
3. comfort
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE. (Don't say which is which)
1. ive been homeless most of the past year
2. i beat someone up for six blocks
3. im at peace with my family
THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. hair
2. eyes
3. lips
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1. lie to someone directly
2. give up on life
3. kill myself
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. WoW
2. knitting
3. writing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. sleep
2. find a million dollars
3. make my computer work
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. real estate
2. owning and operating an arcade
3. bookseller
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. scotland
2. austrailia
3. japan
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. have a family
2. own a house
3. be content
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR *[ELSE]...
1. caitlin
2. julio
3. steph

1:32pm: skullcrusher mountain - jonathan coultan
Welcome to my secret lair on Skullcrusher Mountain
I hope that you've enjoyed your stay so far
I see you've met my assistant Scarface
His appearance is quite disturbing
But I assure you he's harmless enough
He's a sweetheart, calls me master
And he has a way of finding pretty things and bringing them to me

I'm so into you
But I'm way too smart for you
Even my henchmen think I'm crazy
I'm not surprised that you agree
If you could find some way to be
A little bit less afraid of me
You'd see the voices that control me from inside my head
Say I shouldn't kill you yet

I made this half-pony half-monkey monster to please you
But I get the feeling that you don't like it
What's with all the screaming?
You like monkeys, you like ponies
Maybe you don't like monsters so much
Maybe I used too many monkeys
Isn't it enough to know that I ruined a pony making a gift for you?

I'm so into you
But I'm way too smart for you
Even my henchmen think I'm crazy
I'm not surprised that you agree
If you could find some way to be
A little bit less afraid of me
You'd see the voices that control me from inside my head
Say I shouldn't kill you yet

Picture the two of us alone inside my golden submarine
While up above the waves my doomsday squad ignites the atmosphere
And all the fools who live their foolish lives may find it quite explosive
But it won't mean half as much to me if I don't have you here

You know it isn't easy living here on Skullcrusher Mountain
Maybe you could cut me just a little slack
Would it kill you to be civil?
I've been patient, I've been gracious
And this mountain is covered with wolves
Hear them howling, my hungry children
Maybe you should stay and have another drink and think about me and you

I'm so into you
But I'm way too smart for you
Even my henchmen think I'm crazy
I'm not surprised that you agree
If you could find some way to be
A little bit less afraid of me
You'd see the voices that control me from inside my head
Say I shouldn't kill you yet
I shouldn't kill you yet
I shouldn't kill you yet

2:18pm: re-working on my theory of life
( Re-working of Life Theory )

6:45pm: TrustFlow results for maebesfyre
I tried out TrustFlow II for LiveJournal. The following people not on the friends list for maebesfyre are close by:

• lucianzxzyl, detached9, shammeness, digaazthehated, sorphon_kazuya, mike__m, h00p3rx, vespercarpathia, dawnstar, darkcreep (50 - 100)
• fallingstar12, thisgirlsheart, narcotic_dusk, blackfelicula, titterwings, noctuary, shadomere, stone_hinges, chibiirishbabe, kaoticangel, nydeaveth, unapro, luzdeluna, malaul, mysticmermaid, kkidfall, girlwithhat1985 (100 - 150)
• bbjjcc1608, _second_chance_, kolys, auroraborealisx, riffraff, dravenroses, poeticdream, photosmiles, ten_cents, _phantom_glitch, goddessgypsy, raveninnocence, qullex, keeblerjesus, kanamimi, ex0ticfire, soundslikevtec, beautyunfolded_, vivalameli, annabellle, vyl8, eamclaren, tinaviel (150 - 200)

( More results below the cut... )

Created by ciphergoth; hosted by LShift.

TrustFlow II: Who is closest to your friends list?

4:58pm: this
http://youtube.com/watch?v=M_SiR4JJk6c

that is all

9:53am: friend test stolen from tiffany ^_^
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/48384

4:42pm: tide to tide
still in scranton....
things are heavy and thick and strange...but overall ok
i think i miss working with children, and i need a job, so my mission today is to find a nannyng job...though without showers and clean clothes im not sure what to do...i guess theres always the big trade offs, right?
i miss everyone...and my phone is always on and with me...unless im seein gfree movies at the theater...with free nachos and slushies ^_~
much love

6:55pm: would you believe im happy?
i have nothing.
and that makes me happy...
im no longer a slave to the society that i want so little part of.
a few more weeks in PA, and then i will be able to travel across this country and see what it is that makes people be the way they are.
having nothing this last week has made me so appreciative of small comforts. a cup of coffee...a cigarette...a bed that doesnt have sticks and bugs and hard stuff under it, where i need not fear arrest for trespassing...
a new puppy is in my life. her name is Hyppie. she is a lab/husky mix with a half blue eye on her left side.
how i love her, and how i hope she is well with heather and jason.
me and princess and baby have adopted her. she is our rescue dog...the one who was sent to us because of mutual need. i will email a pic from my phone soon to myspace and everyone can see her...
much love for now...be safe my friends...i love you

8:21pm: blargh
hey i am still in the same place.
i think things are going to be ok. i have this *feeling* i wrote in my paper journal tonight and i felt a million times better, and i spent some time with my friends son, and fed carrots to horses, and ate these amazing burritos that her dad made.
god i love stuff.
i hate most of ithaca tho. people there are just plain wrong now.
i am not a lesbian.
i am not smoking pills.
i am not a heinous bitch.
i am not abandoning my friends because im selfish.
i tried to talk to so many people in the last week, and its not my fault if i didnt get to spend time with them, or they didnt have time for me. its not like im never going to be around again.
though i have a strong desire to be in san diego california now, i was talking about it to my friend, and i think it might be what i need.
i dunno
ill post more soon.
love for all

8:12pm: splashing
so i have finally done it. i am on the road. i am in pennsylvania, and i am heading south thru nc, tn, ky, az, nm, and ending up in california!
squee.
i am so sorry to some of my rochester friends whom i didnt get to see.
i really am. time was so short and things got scary and i thought adam was going to find me, and i thought everything was going to be bad...and there was this person that confused me and befuddled my thinking...so i kept going.
my friends in ithaca im sorry to yall as well...i am.
but things have been building and building and they were about to go BOOM
and now im so happy.
i hitched with a wegmans trucker from ithaca to rochester, and he was so nic and considerate and ended up being a neighbor of my moms, and he sang off key country songs...blech...
and then there was rochester with gabe helping, and then being in town, and seeing how much things change in just one year...how fast and confusing time is...
and then there was ken and corey and chris and nick and his kids, and all of the awesome conversations all of the awesome drugs and drinking and food, and omlettes, andfloors, and touching and hugging and yelling and fighting with people on phones and them making me cry, adn crazy stupid bill...
and then we took bill for a ride and he took us to scranton, and hes soooooooo creepy that we called her ex husband to rescue us from a diner which we had been at for 6 hours or more, and we put our bags into his truck saying we were having him do our laundry but we could go with him cuz of his girlfriend, and then we jumped in the car and he floored the gas and we were gone...goodbye stupid crazy guy who was trying to freak us out and make us upset and boring and lame and no fun and stupid!
and then i slept on a lawn for a few hours and my calves ar sunburned something fierce and they hirt, and spags bite mark is still awful looking, and the scratches are finally healing, and then we were splashing in a stream and it was cold and i almost killed myself on moss, and tomorrow i meet her baby son who is almost five...
and then we are coming south and then west and its going to be that thing that i did. that adventure...that piece of what makes me real when im dying someday...so i will have something awesome to tell my kids.
it is so liberating to have NOTHING
i thank those who saved some of my possessions from my apartment, and i hope everyone realizes i wasnt trying to hurt anyone, and im not disappearing or never coming back to my friends, cuzz yall are my family and my reason fro being alive and i love you.
be happy for me...you can be jealous or worried or miss me, but dont be angry or hate me.
cuz i have so much love and i want to make everything just click for everyone i run into.
god i love you all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!

6:26pm: i
live

12:44am: one last note
isnt this exciting? ive never before found myself on the precifice of such an important day...and the world will get better and better from here on out.
i will try and update every now and then when i have computer access...
much love all, if you have a phone which i have the number to, expect a call...hugs